Not gonna lie.
I'm feeling an enormous amount of anxiety right now.
Almost to the point of throwing up, and part of that could be the fact that I need to eat something and I've been drinking diet soda all morning. Stupid hypoglycemic-ness.
Anyway. I was reading on FB that someone asked about the first day of school, and they said the 15th. I was like oh, well that's still a lot of time still. So I looked at a calendar for August. BAD IDEA. I saw that I pretty much have ONE WEEK till then.
Until This baby boy of mine...
Goes to Kindergarten. Oh jeeezeee...
How in the world did time pass by so quickly?? :(
I know I'm going to let him ride the bus, because he wanted to so bad, but that first day I want to take him there. I probably should charge my camera now...haha. Uggg. Homeschooling doesn't sound so bad right now. hahaha! I know this will be good for him though. Recently I read an amazing book that had a few paragraphs that the main character was telling about her candid thoughts about parenting. It made me laugh, and I was secretly agreeing with her too....
"I’m unclear about the fine line of good
parenting and being overly protective. He wants to walk to a friend’s house; I want him to stay inside and
draw while I sit on the front porch with a shotgun across my lap like Granny
Clampett.” .... hehe. :) Traveling Mercies by Anne Lamott... pretty interesting read.
After this week is over, I'm going to be finally finished with my summer classes, so my plan is to start making a routine for us. Waking up, getting ready, ORGANIZATION, and bedtimes.
Wish me luck... because I know I'm going to need it.
I plan on being an emotional mess that first day. Yep. I will be one of those moms.